Thanks to God from all the tradition I have never try in my life cocaine or opium; but millions have not being so luky. Today I train with a group of brave people that against the adds are overcoming substance abuse, but in the story of my life.

…but I did abuse of alcohol!

Today I look deeper than ever before in all the corners of my life, and I ask, and I wonder how close I was to become an alcoholic? I will probably never know; but to be honest I still like the wine and the good company that comes with it.

In the last 14 years I had the opportunity to more or less write 4 books, two of them have the same main character. Leonardo!
Leonardo is a business man that goes to Perú to drink Ayaguazca a Shaman millenary medicine. To me Leonardo is like Amikiro my oldest son an ‘ideal’ man. People who are so fusional that somehow they naturally gravitate to the center of life things, without ever going to the extremes.

Well!
Gretel brother is not like them, Hansell is more like some of my peers.

As I continue my forming as Peer Recovery Specialist, the more I learn the more I look inside and the more I see of myself.

…but why I believe neurodivergent are more vulnerable to alcohol and other substances? (Is not a believe multiple studies see this tendency).

I come from the land of ‘Salsa’, Rick Martin and Bad Bunny, in my land we know how to party and we party hard. Yes! To be honest I still enjoy those moments, but they long gone.

For example my ADHD brain, have a lower dopamine signal in the prefrontal cortex of the brain. For the autistic portion of my brain the differences is sensory processing and the balance between excitatory and inhibitory signals. My Psychologies and his bipolar brain, disorder, disregulation in mood circuits with fluctuating dopamine activity.
Alcohol or drugs (legal and illegal) can momentary change the biochemistry of any Neurodivergent brain creating a temporary balance or the impression of wellness.

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I’m Hansell, Gretel’s brother!

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Welcome to Religare.blog I am Neuro-Divergent. What do I mean by this? Well my brain is in the Spectrum, with ADHD, and the cousin dyslexic, dysgraphia, and dyscalculia. I write without an editor just to invite others to be free, to remember that Dreams and Miracles are all made of the same substance.

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