During my 2nd week here in Virginia I was taken my 4 paw 🐾 🐾 Grandchild for a walk for him, and some time for me to me to read Atomic Habits one of todays Best New York Times. Little did I know one of the most intense teaching Virginia have give me, came to me in a speechless form.

A women sleeping under a bench at 62 degrees fairenghit around 08:00 ET, who knows at what temperature she had to endure during the night. From where I come from unhoused people have to deal with other type of challenges like Huracan, Storms, and extreme heat to name a few.

For some reason I cannot stop to think about the meaning of life, how someone with little more than few belonging continues with the desire to live.

Why do we choose to live regardless of life itself!?


I imagine that for many is a choice; for other is just an passing through HELL!

Some of my greatest ‘momentos de genuino crecimiento’, come from loosing all. Saying good bye to things or people is without doubt is a grow experience.

Being Neuro-Divergent like Bipolar and Anxiety Disorder, ADHD and Autistic Spectrum comes with other side effects like addictions and depression or even worse; both!.

Sometimes those attachments we could call addictions, the ones you have none or little control over; and the loss of hope or believe that everything is going to be ok, that we call depression.
Are the real demons, real ghosts in the background of every neurodivergent life.

2025/Sun Sep / 14 @ 09:47 E.T.

@ 17:47 E.T

…but my Nameless Teacher showed me a desire to live even in the difficult conditions.

I wonder how it is possible for any person to choose to not live; but thousands of people take this path, like my brother, and our father who failed in the attempt.

Since them I have been writing for years, the 1st Book or Draft was called: ‘Cuando Escogemos No Vivir’ or ‘When we choose not to Live’. The 2nd ‘De Regreso a Casa’ or Returning Home’. The 3 attent was called ‘Searching for the Nirvana”.
Today I continue with full hope that I will publish this time, 14 years had passed since my brother ‘Choose to Die’; at end is allready time to ‘Healing together one Spectrum at the time’. I will do my best to let you know how is like to be an autistic dealing with depression every now and then, but at the same time with a mission in mind to inspired others to see the light, the faith, the hope and everything that makes life worth living.

2026/Wed Sep /17.